Waves

Dont understand why the waves need to stop. Its the nature of the waves to keep hitting the sand and rocks forever and ever. What good it would be to anyone, including the sea if the waves stop hitting the land. These thoughts are waves in my mind. These million relentless thoughts hitting one after another. Sometimes all together. I dont want to silence you. I dont want to be present in the moment. I dont want to empty my mind of thoughts. My waves need to keep hitting, they are me. The moment they stop it wont be me.

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