Ms-interpreted

Am I Lucky or unlucky? Lucky that I won tickets for the cornation concert? Or Unlucky that before I could snatch them they are gone. Lucky that the Doctors caught the infection in early stages before it developed into a full fledged Sepsis. Unlucky that I caught the infection in the first place? Lucky that I won a phone on a lottery or Unlucky that I bought the latest model just a few weeks before I won this so never really used the phone. Thinking on these lines, waste of time. Doesnt matter.

With the shivers going down my spine. I pulled in on the two throws, I had handy on my chair. But even with two layers things werent going any better. I wanted a few more layers. But I was literally frozen in my chair unable to move except for the involuntary shivers. Not sure what came over me, I started howling and crying. Mister came running hearing my howls in a while. He was asking me, what happened, I wasnt in a situation to utter a single word. I did finally tell him, I needed another blanket.He got that to me. The shivers were subsiding, but mister insisted we go to A& E. I tried to convince him that in couple of minutes I will get prescription from the gp and then back to happy days. He wasnt convinced. He was scared. And the arguement seemed meaningless I started shaking again. Its just shills and shivers. Nothing really to worry. A half-way mark where we can meet. I suggest we talk to 111, and if they suggest we go to A&E we go. Call to 111, a million questions late...

Here we go ! In a hospital ward, on a bed with a view. Is that somehow better. I would prefer my own bed with multitudes of layers of blanket. More importantly my own bathroom. So what happened, how did I end up here. No big adventure, no big thrills. Monday morning woke up from a very disturbed sleep with frequent visits to the bathroom and severe stomach pain and lower back pain.This was not something new. This was continuation of my suffering from Thursday. If you know me, most likely not, I do not like taking medicines or going to doctor. So if I am going it means I am not really well. When thing started turning bad on Friday, I told myself, I will drink water and flush it out of the system. But by Sunday night thing8s werent getting in any better, that just my way of saying when things worsened, I decided I will request Gp for an emergency appointment. So Monday morning, I make the request, the receptionist follows through protocol. She tells me the GP will text me with the p...

When the packet has a vegeterian symbol and the allergy advice reads may contain traces of Molluscs, crustacean, fish etc, not sure how it is vegeterian or how it got the Vegeterian Sign. Dont think Molluscs, crustacean and fish belong to plant kingdom. Here we go, more vague things in life. Do I eat this, as it has Vegeterian Symbol on it or do I not eat, as it may contain traces of xyz?

Dont understand why the waves need to stop. Its the nature of the waves to keep hitting the sand and rocks forever and ever. What good it would be to anyone, including the sea if the waves stop hitting the land. These thoughts are waves in my mind. These million relentless thoughts hitting one after another. Sometimes all together. I dont want to silence you. I dont want to be present in the moment. I dont want to empty my mind of thoughts. My waves need to keep hitting, they are me. The moment they stop it wont be me.

Tere bina zindagi se koyi, shikwa, toh nahi Without you, i have no complaints With life. Does it mean you are the only complaint in my life? Or does it mean that my only complaint in my life is that you are not with me. I think this is ambiguous and open to interpretation. Or does it mean, I dont have any complaints that you are not with me, but then life is not life without you.

When its not your native language, the intepretations we sometimes make based on context or several other things could be really funny or completely jibberish This one goes like this, a man is singing to his son and he says 'tujsee naraaz nahi zindagi hirenu hu me, teri masoom sawalon se pareshan hu me' basically Life is not angry with you, and I am suprised, I am irritated with your innocent questions. Who in their right mind would say something like this. Is he saying, you are so innocent and young that life is not angry with you yet? Or is he saying you are so young, you dont have anything yet to be angry with life. So my young mind pondered over it. But who cares what it means, the song was soothing and we did sing for many years and one day it dawned to me. He wasnt siging to his son at all, he was telling life I am not angry with you, I am just surprised at the things that you throw at me. This one did bowl me over.